Patience, I have none.

So, I have entered myself into this contest for my patterns... and now... I wait. I wait right along with everyone else who entered. We are **ALL** on pins and needles, jumping at every new forum post over on Ravelry. Oh, the wait is killing me. The sheer anticipation of glee or bummer, either way. Oh, how I hate surprises.
LOL, this might be a good cue to me not to submit my patterns to magazines (like Interweave Knits)and webzines (like Knitty, Popknits or Twist Collective)... the thought had crossed my mind but I might be much more of a self publishing person. The torture is a bit much.